Day Fifteen: The Peace

Hey dear, I miss you. Hmm, today is the first time in two weeks that I’ve called you dear.
It’s our second month on this day. I know we don’t celebrate or mention it, but I just can’t help remembering it. And somehow I’m glad we didn’t, because I would be disappointed that you weren’t here to celebrate it. I would have been more upset that I would have to spend the day alone.
Today I was supposed to call up mama, to ask about you, but I guess I was too tired. So I sent a private message to your sister instead. It was awkward, but I had to do something at least, because I’m still your babygirl.
I hope she would reply soon.
It’s June now, it’s a new month. I want this month to be a fresh start. But it’s not going to be easy, having to face this place everyday, and trying to erase those memories.
Don’t despair, I’m only trying to erase us, not you. You are still clear on my mind.
I don’t know if you’ll be out in June, because once this month ends, I’ll finally be able leave this goddamn place. That’s when my story would end.
Hey shuk, today I didn’t cry. I’m putting up a strong front, and I’m getting better at it. But I wonder if I’m going to be too good at it one day.
So till June ends, I’m still here, wishing you were here too. Will love you still.

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