Day Twenty: The Faith

Today, I had some good laughs hanging out with the boys outside. And this time I wasn’t faking it.
I still remember you, but somehow the feeling of loneliness and missing you was gone.
Tonight, I’m worried my faith will waver. I didn’t know why, but I suddenly felt as if I was back like the way I was: being the socializer.
Maybe it’s because of not hearing from you for weeks, or maybe I’m just angry at you. Perhaps I’m finding a replacement to replace you, I really do not know. I’m sorry shuk, I really am.
I wrote a second letter today. I should have posted it sooner, because now I’m having second thoughts about it.
Baby, I love you, but I do not know for how much longer I could take. Again, I’m sorry shuk. Love you still, just not missing you much.

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