Day TwentyFour: The PMS

Today I had a fucked up day at work. I got pissed off at every single detail, and one of the stalkers was hanging around outside asking me to meet him.
I wonder if you have ever seen me when I’m pms-ing like this. I doubt so. I’ve only known you for a few months, the honeymoon period they called it.
Unfortunately, you were the one who abruptly ended our honeymoon period, thank you.
My friend came over tonight, and I was happy. Your friend gave me brownies from his workplace, and I was happy. I don’t know why, but I wanted to go back the way it was, before I met you. Things would have been easier then. Yes, I’ve never regretted the love we had, but I guess things would have been better when we were with our friends.
Your friend has been very sweet to me, and I don’t know why, but I appreciate it. Nowadays he’s the one I look forward to seeing at night, and his texts in the morning. But don’t worry shuk, I can take care of myself. Even if my heart waver a little, I still belong to you. I want you to be the one I look forward to seeing, like how we used to be.
I kept thinking of how it would be like when you’re out. Obviously I wouldn’t be working there anymore, and I have no idea how you’re going to find me, because I’m not so sure where I’ll be myself. A lot of things had happened in three weeks, what’s more four to six months.
I’m still waiting for your letter, so I guess I’m waiting for you as well.
Love you dear, hope you still love me too. Miss you still. 😦

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