Day ThirtySix: The Text

Today I went to work as usual. Spent some time texting the boys outside, even though they rarely hang out nowadays.
I hung out with some of the usual guys outside, while your friends sat beside them. I couldn’t say ‘Hey’.
How could I, when one of them didn’t want to have anything to do with me. They talked about you, I heard. I wonder if they told one of the guys that I was your girl. I hope they didn’t, because what kind of girl would I be if I didn’t acknowledge her boyfriend’s friends presence.
Your friend texted me back, but I didn’t know who he was. I had no idea why, but maybe he could no longer stand my aloofness towards him. Haha.
We hung out and there was a fight between someone we know and his friend. I tried to stop it, because seeing friends fighting hurts more than beating up a couple of strangers. Your friend stopped me from interfering, but how could I, he was my friend too.
But sometimes friends are helpless, and they might not have your back most of the times. So please don’t trust anyone blindly shuk.
Someone texted me, and somehow I’ve always acknowledge you as my boyfriend. I don’t know if it’s to help him stay away, or that I still can’t bear to call you my ex-boyfriend.
But whatever it is, you’re no longer here.

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