Day ThirtyNine: The Afternoon Shift

This morning I couldn’t sleep. So I begin reading all our messages in my phone. And I cried. Not because it was sweet, but it’s because there were so many memories in there. Memories that I should not be remembering now.
Today I worked the afternoon shift. One thing I hate about afternoon shifts now, I feel more lonely than ever. I could see the streets, the people clearly, and I could clearly see how lonely it was without you. That you’ve not walked on those paths, climbed the stairs for quite some time.
My boss wanted me to continue working part time. One reason being: “You can see your boyfriend here.”
If only she knew. Her mentioning of you made me teary, because that was all in the past. It’s never going to happen. I’m leaving for a reason. Because I didn’t want to remember. I want to forget.
I went home as soon as possible today, not because I had plans, but because I do not want to linger around there so much anymore.
Yes, I’m bored, I’m lonely, but I’m whining. I don’t want to whine. I’m going to stay strong, not for you, but for me.
I’m going to be unbreakable, though lonely as I might seems.

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